After such a gung ho beginning I was so looking forward to going for my thursday morning power walk this week. After all despite of everything, I still needed the exercise. So there I was counting the days when BAM!!!!
A whooping fever of 103.6F took my breath away on Tuesday and there I was - like a pig in a blanket; whimpering and shaking under the covers..ugh. How miserable can you get?!! If fever was not enough, try in addition the excretion of food from the north and south pole!! Get my drift? Yeah not good.
Wednesday came along and wouldnt you know it - power walk was just not meant to be. I was still on fire. While laying there in bed I got to thinking.( yes go ahead, my dear brother, laugh!) Maybe there is a reason why I am just not meant to go for a walk on Thursday. Maybe the action that I was looking forward to doing was going to have a negative effect on me. Maybe I just needed to be down and out to let go of some of my anger ( according to Ellesar... "let go, why harbour such ill feeling..?" ) Maybe I did have a bad week and just felt like pummeling someone but would I? Yeah I was on thursday! Verbally only of course. Lawyers - do NOT read more into this.:)
Maybe GOD has other plans for me....
*sigh* hey where's the punching bag?
10 years ago
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