Disconnected.

Feeling very disconnected at the moment.
Have you ever felt that way?
The surreal feeling of being just another statistics.

Could it be the lack of sleep/insomnia?
Could it be the body is evolving?
Aging to be precise.
Could it be the environment?
Could it be the routine of each day and non routine elements thrown into it?

When the mind is not calm, it is hard to listen and focus to what is causing this disconnection.
I need solace.
I need to be still.
I need to cleanse.
I need, I need, I need.

What about giving?
Would that connect me more?
What is going on?

I ask Him everyday
Everyday I am still feeling disconnected.
What is going on?

PMS.